Can't Escape Myself – Optic deliver synth pop with depth
When I first heard Drowning Man, I immediately started nodding my head – a reflex I've since broken with many newer synth pop productions. But here, everything fits. With this track, Optic deliver a clear homage to classic synth pop that, while not breaking any new ground in terms of sound, is so finely balanced in its production that I find it almost impossible to resist. The song sounds instantly familiar without seeming old-fashioned.
What strikes me in particular is the balance. Drowning Man is neither overloaded nor trivial. The synths remain in familiar territory, well produced and clearly structured, without the need to constantly reinvent themselves. I like this consistency. Added to this is the vocals – warm, soft, soulful. No exaggerated drama, just honest, almost mindful accompaniment throughout the 4 minutes and 50 seconds.
Lyrically, the song is a dark insight into the inner self. The images of isolation, loss of control and self-alienation (‘No air to breathe’, ‘Can't escape myself’) strike a chord with me. I see it as a powerful self-portrait – and it is precisely this emotional directness that elevates the song above the typical genre fare for me.
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Lyrics of "Optic – Drowning Man"
I wake up blind at 4 AM
Shackled to my bed
Trying to kill that pain
Inside of my head
Pleading for the morning light
To ease the hurt within,
End this burn and searing itch
Underneath my skin
No ground to touch
No air to breathe
Drowning man
Drowning man
No land in sight
Just open seas
Drowning man
Drowning man
Can't escape myself
I dream of gold and clear blue skies
A lifelong sanctuary
But fate has other plans
For someone like me
So take your seats, enjoy the ride
And watch my violent fall
Let this disenchanted fool
Entertain you all
Weighed down by the load of countless sorrows
I walk that path no spirit wants to follow
Forced to see my purpose slowly shatter
A dead-end street where nothing really matters
Messed up, way-lost
Shut out, cut off
Soul-torn, pinned-down
Fear-struck, back-bound
I'm going down
Can't escape myself