‘I'm Playing Dead’ – Human Hollow deliver a dark blow of liberation
This song grabbed me right away – Playing Dead by Human Hollow is one of those tracks that defies categorisation and sticks in your head for that very reason.
What caught me first was the almost ghostly, quiet intro with the shimmering, bright vocals – almost eerily ethereal, yet so clear and direct. The contrast to the hard, metallic beat that gradually pushes its way into the centre is brutally good. I often feel that many synthpop or darkwave tracks get stuck in a certain standard sound – but this beat sounds really fresh to me without denying the scene. It's not typical run-of-the-mill synthpop, but it's not breakneck industrial either. It comes across as unique, bold and yet somehow familiar.
What makes Playing Dead special for me is the steady build-up – pressure and tension build up constantly, almost like a claustrophobic spiral. The synthetic sounds are crisply produced. I also find the way the vocals work against the industrial wall of sound particularly powerful.
Lyrically, I find the song quite intense. Lines like "I'm playing dead / a dream that's in my head" strike me as an inner swan song to reality. The song feels like the soundtrack to a dissociative survival strategy – dark, poetic, honest.
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Lyrics of "Human Hollow – Playing Dead"
You wrecked me the moment you met me
You wrecked me, oh
Wreck me the moment you met me
You wrecked me, oh
I'm playing dead
A dream that's in my head
I'm playing dead
I'm playing bad pretend
My eyes cave full
My heart carved thin (this is all I am?)
I've got a gloryhole of sin within (sin within)
A thirst so dull, it's dry again
Eyes are black, play pretend
We can't bind our fate
You can't wait your turn
The blade is sharp but will it burn?
Burn
You wrecked me the moment you met me
You wrecked me, oh
You wrecked me the moment you met me
You wrecked me, oh
Will my limbs begin to live again?
Oh, my limbs begin to live again
When I'm faking dead, I get to live
And it's so real it's in my head
You wrecked me
Oh, you wrecked me
Oh, oh, you wrecked me
Oh, you wrecked me
It's in my head
Still in my head
It's in my head now
You wrecked me
Wrecked me
Wrecked me
Wrecked me
Wrecked me
Wrecked me
You wrecked me
Wrecked me
Wrecked me